4.01.2011

I feel detached. Detached from everything else. Like a piece of driftwood. There's nothing to anchor me down. Where did that contentment go? Why do I feel nothing of the strong bonds all of us shared? I don't feel ANYTHING. There is a void. Something is missing yet I don't k ow what it is. Dissent grows in me. Over what? I don't know. I'm sick and tired of this feeling. Sick and tired of being a glum angsty unhappy person. Like an apple rotting from within.

Please, let me find a reason to be happy again. Please, let me see some meaning in my life..

ninnnnniee bitChed madly at 4:03 PM