Sorry, I don't mean to be that graphic, but that's honestly the case right now. Whatever goes in, comes out looking the same.
Yours truly is currently suffering from mild food poisoning. AGAIN?? Yeah. And right before a 13-hour flight. AGAIN????
So the whole process happens again. NO food but only hot tea and water for 16 hours, running in and out of toilet to puke/poo. In the end, I was so weak and exhausted that I fell asleep on the crew bus and DROOLED. HAHAHAHA!
Anyway, right now, gotta eat less than a bird so as to function properly in life without having to look for a toilet every 15minutes.
Slimming down right now, just not the way I intend it to be.
my sentient self
ninnnnniee, dumb, but not tt dumb. fat + unpretty. Messed up + screwed up. Complainy + bitchy. One big lazy ass w a really big arse. :|