我骂了他一顿，叫他不要诅咒我们。他却说在这一行，看多了。我问他凭什么这么断定我们在我入行一、两年后就会分手。他说当其中一方不在同一个圈子时，很容易起摩擦。因为‘外面的人’始终不会了解我们的工作性质、我们的疲惫、面对的压力，还有，他们也一直得等我们回来。虽说每样工作所遇到的问题都是类似的，可是，在许多方面，我们这一行是和office-related line比较不一样的。

我听了，就觉得有点是废话，因为觉得我的男朋友一直都还蛮体谅和了解的。

可是现在, maybe not.

Baby..this is not an excuse for letting you wait. I am really sorry for that. Please do not think that I would like to have you waiting there for me just like that. Please don't think that I don't mind letting you do that. I just hope you can understand that sometimes, even outside my duty time, I still need to behave and conform to an extent when in a group. I just don't wish to take the option of isolating myself completely from others.....I really hope you can understand and believe that I'm really sorry about it....