That friend is kinda like a brother, I kinda take care of him because he's alone here in the country. A 21-yr-old Malaysian boy, very sensitive and emotional, kinda needy in my point of view. He was all excited on going on this trip, and I disappointed him. On another note, he gets slightly unhappy if I go M-I-A for maybe a month or me not making enough effort to sustain the friendship. This whole ga-ga and friendship just got me thinking hard.
I get along best with people who leave one another to do their things. Who respect what one another is doing/the decisions made. Who are independent. Who understand you. Who doesn't do things in an 'over'-manner. Who doesn't try to hard. Who chills. Who are emotionally strong enough. And quite importantly, who give each other space. I'll take flight once I realise the person stresses me out.
If I enjoy your company enough, you don't have to find me, I'll find you. If I like you enough, you probably don't have to ask anything of me, and I'll give it to you. If I love you enough, I'll miss you and do all of the above.
That's why I love my Ted. That's why I make effort and exceptions for my golden friends. That's why I'll miss my family when I'm away from home for too long. That's why I have friends who I don't talk to for prolly months, but still feel close to heart to.
I guess you can't be too close to me to be close to me.
my sentient self
ninnnnniee, dumb, but not tt dumb. fat + unpretty. Messed up + screwed up. Complainy + bitchy. One big lazy ass w a really big arse. :|