It's so suffocating that whatever potential you have is stifled because you are afraid in every step you take.
I need to just go ahead and do it - no matter it's right or wrong.
good, if it's right. If it's wrong, I have nothing to lose. At most, my job. So? Life is not all about work.
I have to take care of my personal well-being and esteem. Shall do it well at work with my full concentration. If I still suck after trying, guess it will be time to move on and go for a job change.
my sentient self
ninnnnniee, dumb, but not tt dumb. fat + unpretty. Messed up + screwed up. Complainy + bitchy. One big lazy ass w a really big arse. :|