I know quite a number of people whom I think definitely have what it takes to make it big in the future e.g. Bear, JY, Mo (though he prolly will disagree),Kel and etc. They are people who will set goals for themselves and they will work towards it.

I know very well that Bear will be successful in the future. Talented, determined and always striving for better. I'm just totally proud of him, and that is also mainly why I admire and respect him as a person.

For me? I seem to have NOTHING for him to be proud of. Makes me wonder - Am I good enough for him? Will being total opposites in this department make it difficult for us to be together?

And what do I want in life? I rarely set goals for anything in my life. Even if I've set them, I don't work towards them. Look what happen to my 'A' Levels.

The only attained goal that I can recall is getting TzuXiong back with me in 2002. (See what shit I got myself into? :P)

I used to want big things. I have big goals. I want to make it big (not my boobs).

But now, I just want things to be simple. I'm very easily contented. My goal is to lead a simple life with someone whom I share a passionate relationship with (no need to get married), hold a job that I have a passion for, not worry about bills and all that bloody monetary shit. Most importantly, to not get caught in the rat race.

Many people may look down on me, saying I have no ambitions. Yes, I don't. I don't want to be No.1, I always want to be No.2. Why? I'm good at being No.2, even more outstanding than No.1. I suck at being No.1. Let No.1 worry about all the shit.

For those who think that I've no aspirations, think again.

My goal, is actually one of the most difficult goals to attain in life.

I believe my ultimate goal is to be happy.