12.06.2006

It's funny that I am so indifferent about things around me now. I feel less, I remember less, etc. I remember having stupid theories (e.g. farting-in-e-lift theory), feeling emotional about the way tree moves, yadayada.

Nowadays, when I see a girl on the streets, I'll check out her appearance first. Whether her fig. is good, is she better looking than me, how i wish i'm like her, etc. It's like, now what I can talk abt is looks looks n looks. Surely one of u have heard my complaints abt my figure.

I used to not care. Or don't put so much care to it. I feel so superficial now.

I felt more alive when I was younger.

Is it age? Or is it me..

I don't like it.

ninnnnniee bitChed madly at 9:25 PM