Do i think i have a shitty life? I don't.

I think i'm different from alot of my counterparts. I think i'm on a different level. Not in e superior sense. Just different. It's this difference that somehow, I can't seem to find someone that's the same as me. When interacting w other people, I can't go crazy or go on e high w them. I can't do or say cock stuff on cue. I would sorta leave myself out. Or rather i can't think like a 21, while most of my friends really do (sometimes even younger). I don't want to be like that. And i can't help it. Most of e time i'm 25, sometimes i'm 21, n occasionally i'm 10. I feel 格格不入. Get what i mean?

Do i think my life is miserable? No, I still don't.

There are many people who don't take me seriously, totally enjoy my company or appreciate me for who i am (though i wished they would). Believe me, tons of pple treat me like that.

Because of her, I have all kinds of responsibilities strapped on my shoulders, many of which none of you would ever know. And due to these responsibilities, I'm held back from many things that i wana pursue.

Do i think i have a shitty life? I don't.

Do i think my life is miserable? HELL NO.

I can easily self-pity and go on lamenting on everything that happens in my life. I think I've sorta earned the right to do tt.. I would say some of u guys are definitely much more privileged than me. But i choose not to. What's e point?

In fact, I'm not at all freaked out or stressed out by all these.

I understand that what's peanuts to one can be a giant stinky durian to another. However, many people seriously sweat over small stuff. Save your energy on other stuff.

If you think life has already been shitty to u, do yourself a favour, don't make it worse for yourself.

Life would be a 1000times better, if u stop bothering abt peanuts.

Trust me, I've tried it.

Why am i saying all these? Cuz i can't stand that some people are constantly prisoning themselves in their miserable small world for practically everything.