My sister's fine. For the moment. Ha. She might be coming home this weekend. Just to let those who care know. But prolly u guys would have asked me personally abt this.

I'm not someone who really love pple to keep asking me about my sister. Cuz i really can't be bothered to keep repeating. If she's ok or sth minor happened to her, i wouldn't even really mention abt her. I know, my friends care. And they sorta understand this by only asking occasionally or when shez in critical condition. This is a way to show that they care.

And so when i do talk abt it, or blog abt it, it means sth. It means i'm going out to those i think i can hang on to. I would not expect anything from them during normal times, but I think i do when critical situation pops up.

To be honest, i was really scared at that time. I really thank those who had been there for me. Or those who TRIED to be there. Ted wana go hosp w me when hez channeling the Merlion himself (surprisingly nice of him). My close friends msged me upon seeing my previous entry. Was touched by them. Except for one. Probably that person is too caught up with things happening in life. I was sorta disappointed. I thought i could expect something out of our friendship.

Well, maybe i've thought wrongly. I prolly ain't anywhere for anyone when they needed someone either. Not that they come to me when they are sad. People really don't. Those who are really close to me would not come to me. Except for Ah Yeah la. Those who'd come to me, would be those i least expected.

You have to go to someone, for someone to be there for you. So don't ignore me when i do go to you. Cuz I won't do that unless necessary.

Once again, i'm F BUSY for this period of time. That's y u guys think i've prolly abandoned my blog. Those modules are tumbling down one after another like crazy. Assignments after assignments, mountains of readings, daily quizes, essays, tuitions, Mediacorp, sick sister, sick boyfriend, sick fat me, dozing off all e time, period, yadda yadda....This f-up week passes and i'll be a happier girl.