What's e prob w me n trust? It's not that trust eluded me, in fact, its arnd me all e time. I'm not trustworthy, but pple still trust me. In e end, i hurt my loved one.

I love cats. But i don't wana be like one. A scaredy cat. I'm too afraid to get hurt. And that's y i have fear based on NOTHING.

Can e fear based on NOTHING be conquered? I say yes.

You have to throw yourself fully in, if not it means nothing at all. True, no pt staying guarded. If u're too afraid to fall, u just don't expect to get anything.

I'm gonna throw myself fully in. So what if i might fall hard, guess i gotta pick myself up then. Maybe then, at least I can console myself tt at least i was at a high point which nobody had. You fall hard because you climbed up high enough.

If i'm gonna get involved, i gotta give it all. What's e point of restraining? You'll get nothing in return. That's relationship for you. And that's what i've learnt. And that's my new resolution.

So, can i trust? I sure do! And i will.