Thanks people. Really..can feel the support and warmth. In fact, I was nearly blown to tears by those comments. Until I saw what Obiwan wrote. Yup. He or she destroyed the drama.

My sister had been running a fever since thursday. Went to 39.9 deg today . After tons of sponging n ice packs, it only went down to 39.4. Her face is as pink as the pink clothes shez in (she moved to St Andrews Comm Hosp. Pink uniform.). She was like in semi-conscious again. Can't really make a sound, can't move, can't tell us where's the spot ttz causing her pain...all the shit. Ah..fuck.

Yes, i'm going to crumble. Like an apple crumble pie. Ha. I dunno how long i can take this, cuz just felt like crying every night. Images of past, present creeps into my mind during e day. I didn't go n think abt it. U think i want that? Whatever. I'm saying this out in hope to make myself feel better. I know u guys wana be there for me or whatever. But don't try. I want to be left alone. In fact, I want to be in my own world now. I don't even feel like talking.

I dunno. .i dunno...seeing that she can't seem to recover just breaks my heart. blah blah. All this shit. In fact, i'm cryin at this vv moment as i type.

Stupid thought:

How did Luke Skywalker got his name.

Queen Amidala n Anakin Skywalker got a problem naming their newborn. So one day, Anakin was walking in the sky (using his Force), Amidala was on the ground admiring her hubby. Then a peasant strolls past and go, "LOOK! Sky-walker!"

Yup, ttz how Luke got his name.

The end of unfunny story.

My ankle hurts. So i didn't jog today. Fat.