But when I need you

You're almost here

And I know that's

Not enough

But when I'm with you

I'm close to tears

'Cause you're only almost here.

It's becoming too weird for me. Isn't nice to be a mean person? U can be mean to the whole world, and not give a damn of what they think. You don't give a damn abt their happiness, and all you care is about yourself? You do what you want, you just answer to yourself.

NO, i'm not talking about anyone particularly. I'm just talking abt me in the past. I was so bad. But it feels more invulnerable. Strangely, I suddenly missed that meanie me.

I'm not happy. I'm tired. I just wana be myself.

I found e answer to why there's always this 'feel good' feeling during hi-5 meetings. Apart from nostalgia, itz the comfort of being just ourselves, and sharing that unspoken acceptance of who we are. Did i get it right guys?