All my life since maturing periods, I've been criticising people for being hypocritical. I criticised my past as a hypocrite. I criticise superficial pple. I criticise 'fake' feelings and expressions. I condemn these people.

While doing this all the time, with all that amount of self-righteousness in me, I thought I was cleansed and freed from hypocrisy within me. But no, I was wrong. Hell wrong.

I used to rattled how i hate muscle men, how revolting they are. I don't really like hunks, sorta. I thought Allan Wu was 'wow'. I can like a hunk. And I'm a hypocrite afterall. He's a hunk, n a muscle man (in Bear's term). *Muscle men in my pt of view are those shit u see in gyms w oversized muscles eg. bodybuilders.

I don't want muscle men. I don't want hunks. But I think Allan Wu is hot. So that makes me a hypocrite.

To think of it, I'm not so 'holy' afterall. I try not to show too much of my dislike for someone (but u can still see I don't like tt person.). I say certain things that I don't practise. I really try not to do it.

I do look at myself, and reflect on my character. I refrain from being a hypocrite in aspects I deemed important eg. character, friends etc. I didn't think such a thing abt hunks would be any substantial to be an accusation on me as being a hypocrite.

However, a hypocrite is a hypocrite. Seriousness and importance doesn't matter. In most pple eyes, there's no difference in variance. I believe in the other saying. But sadly for me, I can't argue the logic to the former.