It just hit me how happy and noisy all the past New Years i had. All the hustle bustle going on before 初一, how my mom stay up till wee hours to scrub the kitchen tiles, how we dislike eating 团年饭 with my paternal side, how we're being digged up from our sleeps at 5am in e morning to travel to Msia, how my family was fully dressed and i'm still 赖ing 床, how my sister would always nudge me and say, "Eh Bi, 有瓜子 leh! 你要不要? 我们一起吃啦! 你先拿啦! ", and how i'll shoot her the disgusted face and eat other stuff, and how we accused each other when my mom scolded us for finishing all e goodies at people's house.
When you're so used to having a pest around you (i'm not talking abt u, teddy. You're e OTHER pest.), it's weird when she's not around. Guess New Year won't be the same anymore. I'm sure of tt.
my sentient self
ninnnnniee, dumb, but not tt dumb. fat + unpretty. Messed up + screwed up. Complainy + bitchy. One big lazy ass w a really big arse. :|