1.28.2005


Not tryin to be Aguilera. Just an image portraying how i feel right now. I opened up, I was looking for comfort, but i was turned away. I was too needy and weak for my own good. Decided to return to the bottled-up days, where i don't have to rely on anyone to make me feel better. Cuz once the support is gone, i just crumble. I though i was going crazy just now. I don't even feel like talking abt it. Shall just close myself back up, no matter how overfilled i already am. I feel stronger in this way. Even if my heart bleeds, i should probably keep to myself. It's not anybody's responsibility to relieve my pain. It's mine. Guess i might feel probably better this way.



ninnnnniee bitChed madly at 1:31 AM