1.11.2005

K..now e thing is, the chemotherapist and e radiotherapist suggested a biopsy. They suggested to my sis's doctors to extract a sample of the tumor, so they can be 100% sure of it and would be able to design a treatment just e right way for her. So an operation is needed. But it's on a much smaller scale lah. A 2-5cm slit would be cut on her head (somewhere) to extract lah. Much lower risk than eradicating e whole of 2 tumors. Then, aft. tt would be chemo n radio. The tumors are cancerous, but they belong to somehow the moderation kind. It's not very serious, it's growing at a slow rate. We're not having high hopes on her eyesight, just hope it won't relapse. Of course, she'll suffer during treatment, but at least she can go home. My parents kept thinking that she's just going to live for a few more years. I reminded them they shouldn't be hopeless. SO at times like that, I must stay strong and clear. I cry no more. I'm of some help to my family. Just that i need to get used to waking up early, and sleeping only 6hrs a day. (I usually slp for arnd 10hrs). Another thing is, i gotta get myself back on track with my normal life. Everything i do, except going to hosp, feels unfamiliar and weird. So, can't wait to get my hands on to do my Philo final assignment. I definitely don't wana screw it since it worked hard for my quizes and mid terms. But my condition now is abit bad lah...very forgetful and unfocused now. All i noe is taking care of her. Ha. Anw, my sis have been sleeping alot recently. Itz really ALOT. She can sleep the whole day and not eat n drink. Goodness. Doc says her sodium level went haywire. Her urine is ORANGE. Hmm. Yummy? hahaa. Well..hope she's better tml. Oh, i ate abalone for fun yesterday. The advertisments kept bombarding, and made me crave for em. So opened up one can n ate it. Left some to cook porridge for sis. HA.. no one scolded me. Yup, going down to Novena Church to pray for sis and thank God for sending us this good news. And i hope this good news will bring better news. Thanks to everyone for their concern, thanks to 4E gang for going down to Novena Sq to meet, thanks to my boyfriend for being able to cheer me up when nothing seems to work. God bless everyone.


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