11.02.2004

BLOOD IS BOILING IN ME RIGHT AT THIS VERY MOMENT. My parents have yet leave the country and i'm quarreling with my sister already. She is one with the most distorting mind which distorts your words into totally different meaning. LIKE FUCK! WHAT THE HELL IS GOING ON IN HER HEAD! YA, THE WHOLE WORLD HATES HER, THE FAMILY HATES HER, MY PARENTS HATE HER TILL THEY KEPT REMINDING ME TO WATCH HER BACK, TAKE CARE OF HER MEALS, GIVE IN TO HER, AND EVEN TELL HER 'SORRY' EVEN WHEN I'M NOT IN THE WRONG! FUCK IT! AND WHAT, SHE DON'T EVEN WANA SEND THEM OFF. y? cuz 'i don't feel like'. FUCK U MAN! I'm sorry i'm so vulgar. I'm really VERY angry. Nearly hurl the fork in my hand at her. And very much wanted to give her a big tight slap just now. I have a very foul temper. And it really takes ALOT to tolerate her. WHAT KIND OF HUMAN IS SHE?!! Dad says treat her nicely as if it's charity. He says charity starts from home. Well, at least i get a THANKS outside. And from her? Maybe a thanks, but shez most probably cursing at the back of her breath. Yes. That's my sis.


ninnnnniee bitChed madly at 1:51 PM