9.22.2004

i had one of my weirdest dreams. We were at e age of 20+. Me n teddy were still together. But one day, i reluctantly decided to marry Sean for e sake of Ted. Sean was vv happy. Ted n me vv sad. Ted didn't know my reason. Actually i was evil. Cuz i was already pregnant w Ted's. (but e tummy not obvious yet). But if we get married, his whole career would go downhill. Then Sean proposed to me outta nuthin, so i decided to get outta tEd's way. I accepted. Then Minxiang saw Sean proposed, he also proposed (dun ask me y hez in my dream..i've ZERO idea y these pple are in it). HA. But i didn't want to. So few days b4 my marriage, i fainted. And when i woke up, i've already gave birth to 6 BABIES. SIX!!! W NO TUMMY!! I'm not called a pig for nuthin. Then of cuz Sean knew itz not his. He was disappointed. But hez still willing. But i decided to leave him. Minxiang ran away la. ahaha. Ted was vv surprised. An AHS bball senior, Jeanette actually biao baiED to him shortly b4 i gave birth. He neither reject nor accept. But after he knew e news, we looked at each other painly. I can't get back 2gether w him anymore cuz he has a new girl. So, decided to slog like a horse to bring up my SIX kids alone. But in e end, Ted came back for me. Just can't leave each other. SO, itz sorta one big happy ending. I hate it tt couples are forced to leave each other. Vv dumb..but i think itz cuz i watched Titanic n read Newpaper n Harry Potter b4 sleeping. As for e pple i duno y they are there. They didn't come to my mind at all. Aiya..i always have weird dreams. Another life experience for me. *shrugs*


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