9.14.2004

POST Menstrual Syndrome. Think i've got abit of moodswing today. Hmm...don't feel really happy at school. Though i enjoy studying alot (HUH??), I don't feel happy. Think it'z e bunch i mix with. They're going to all wear hats to school tml. And I feel so awkward. The thing is, this kinda things tt i always do with Ah Yeah, I don't feel like doing it with them. Guess because i don't feel i belong. It just doesn't feel natural. I feel obliged to do ANYTHING arnd them. Today they egged me to buy a hat. But NOnono. Kept telling myself, " Nobody can force u to do things u don't want to." And so i rejected. Loo...i vv happy u visited me site. ahah. Oh ya, i told them i'm not interested in the hat thingy. Shan't do sth tt i don't enjoy. Cheers. And oh ya again, I GOT BROADBAND!! Everything's damn fast! CheeRs agaiN!


ninnnnniee bitChed madly at 11:41 PM